it is very hard to find a movie or tv show which actually takes me by surprise and holds my imagination in suspense, when i find myself talking or my wife tells me to be quiet i know it is a waste of my time.
while watching a movie i will whisper in my wife's ear some words and what do you know they say what i said, or i say this is waht will take place next and WHAT YOU KNOW THEY DO IT, IT IS SO PREDICTABLE. what has happened to that spontaneous thing which has you not able to think.
spielberg got when he had you jumping out of your seat every five minutes. why can't writers do the same thing? why can't they create words and together they form sentences to keep you out of your seat too?
something inside me wants to push the envelope creating a feeling not experienced yet.
lets look at why i have this feeling which hasn't been touched. several years ago a clinical psychologist with 30 years of experience who works with traumatized patiences told me after a three hour visit. he said, after your near drowning i would compare you to one of my patiences. i am amazed at your progress and how you were able to do it by yourself. he went on to say, in all of us is a spirit and i believe that is how you did it to get where you are today.
my psychologist after many visits had this to say when he learned of my mental state as a child(often i wonder why didn't become a serial killer with a mind like freddie)he said. i don't know how you did it?, but, somehow you have been able to rewire your brain!
just between these two they have over 70 years of experience and they there is another psychologist who works with autistic children.
so, in a nut shell for a movie to capture my attention and make me want to watch it says alot. it requries more then the things a normal person would want in a movie. a part of my brain lacks the ability to get excited or feel adrelinine.
i don't believe with all the members in ffa there is somebody willing to face what i can create and keep in mind. i have the ability to turn on an attitude creating a very fine detail and energy level most people get burned out and stress is something i can't feel or express.
what i would like to do to get people fired up with ffa would be to get the UN, NASA and what ever other organization to fund and build a reality show based on people with certain skills and normal everytday people living in a bio-dome planted at the northpole.
these people would have to survive as if they were on mars. my plan is to have a working model for the day should come when we have to live on another planet. these people will have to bring life into their world and bury it. they will have to sign contracts and all be be done as IF, LIVING ON ANOTHER PLANET.
IT WILL BE LIKE THE TRAUMAN SHOW WITH JIM CARRY ONLY ITS REAL. THEY WILL HAVE FIVE YEARS TO PERFECT EVERYTHING AND THESE SKILLED PEOPLE WILL HAVE TO PROVIDE FOR A 100 PEOPLE WHO DO NOTHING BUT, A DAILY ACTIVITY AS IF THEY LIVED ON EARTH.
THERE WILL BE NO I HAVE TO GO SEE MY SON OR MY MOTHER OR IM SICK OR I CAN'T OR I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS ANYMORE. PEOPLE WHO DO THIS WILL HAVE NO LIFE ON EARTH. IT AS TO BE AS REAL AS LIVING ON A PLANET. ANYBODY DOING THIS WILL BE PUT IN HISTORY BOOKS.
I BELIEVE IT WOULD NOT BE HARD TO GET FUNDING FOR SUCH A PROJECT AS THIS. PLEASE PEOPLE LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK.
FOR SOME REASON OF ALL THE PEOPLE IN THE WORLD. PEOPLE IN THE ERTAINMENT ARE BORING AM I RIGHT OR WRONG OR MAYBE THEY ARE TO SHY?